This place saps me of my will. It makes me want to just run out into the midst of those creatures and let them kill me. Except, I already tried that and they ran away from me. I'm so confused...according to both Robert and Scribe Sigma those critters should attack anyone who doesn't bear slendy's "mark" on sight.
This place is always changing. The sky will be darker than black one minute and burning like fire the next. The trees are the only constant. They're twisted and deformed, like faces contorted in pain. The leaves turn to dust when I touch them. The buildings here are all scorched and ruined, except for the castle. The castle spears the sky and is...following me. It's coming closer with every step I take in any direction.
I don't know why I'm still alive. Humans can only be here for minutes before it either saps their strength or the creatures kill them. I've been here for a day now and I'm feeling fine. Slendy definitely isn't here. My senses seem...increased here. I can feel every creature around me and I can feel worse things off in the distance that I hope don't get closer. I can even feel It watching me from the castle. Slendy, however, is not here.
How then am I still alive? It wouldn't protect me from this place and slendy isn't here to do it.
So then...could I be a Sleeper? For those who don't know what that means, a Sleeper is a proxy that is completely normal before and after the time periods where slendy takes control. The Sleeper has no idea they're a proxy and is just like any other Runner on the surface.
Slendy could have gotten to me during those tortuous weeks in the apartment after Chas left and I had no idea...
But, it could also be that I'm Ai's Sleeper. That's much much better than the alternative, obviously, but if that is the case I wish he'd have just told me.
I don't know what to think...it could even be that neither of those possibilities are correct and that I'm alive because of something else entirely. The only other answer I can think of is that I'm just...special...which, of course, makes no sense.
I'm losing my mind...help me, Aiden
This place saps me of my will. It makes me want to just run out into the midst of those creatures and let them kill me. Except, I already tried that and they ran away from me. I'm so confused...according to both Robert and Scribe Sigma those critters should attack anyone who doesn't bear slendy's "mark" on sight.
ReplyDeleteThis place is always changing. The sky will be darker than black one minute and burning like fire the next. The trees are the only constant. They're twisted and deformed, like faces contorted in pain. The leaves turn to dust when I touch them. The buildings here are all scorched and ruined, except for the castle. The castle spears the sky and is...following me. It's coming closer with every step I take in any direction.
I don't know why I'm still alive. Humans can only be here for minutes before it either saps their strength or the creatures kill them. I've been here for a day now and I'm feeling fine. Slendy definitely isn't here. My senses seem...increased here. I can feel every creature around me and I can feel worse things off in the distance that I hope don't get closer. I can even feel It watching me from the castle. Slendy, however, is not here.
How then am I still alive? It wouldn't protect me from this place and slendy isn't here to do it.
So then...could I be a Sleeper? For those who don't know what that means, a Sleeper is a proxy that is completely normal before and after the time periods where slendy takes control. The Sleeper has no idea they're a proxy and is just like any other Runner on the surface.
Slendy could have gotten to me during those tortuous weeks in the apartment after Chas left and I had no idea...
But, it could also be that I'm Ai's Sleeper. That's much much better than the alternative, obviously, but if that is the case I wish he'd have just told me.
I don't know what to think...it could even be that neither of those possibilities are correct and that I'm alive because of something else entirely. The only other answer I can think of is that I'm just...special...which, of course, makes no sense.
I'm losing my mind...help me, Aiden
Fuck. I dunno what happened man... maybe... maybe you were already Slendy's sleeper? And remember Taben exchanged himself and.. I don't know.
ReplyDeleteI'd hope you'd realize I'd never do that to ANYONE unwillingly. Even so, I wish I'd have like experimented or whatever at least to see if it were a possibility. You surviving there and the creatures running away screams proxy.
If you're not Mine or Da's though, who's would you be? Could Chas be a proxy and possibly gotten to you before he ran off?
So many unanswered questions. Though, now that I know what to look and feel for, I'll get you. Maybe, maybe that's Da's reason for this? He wanted to realize what he'd done? I dunno.
We'll get you out. I'll be there soon.
I believe you when you say you wouldn't do that. As for the whole proxy thing, all that matters right now is that I get out of here.
ReplyDeleteWe can figure things out when I get home. You should probably hurry because before long I'm not going to have any choice but to go in the castle. It's so close now...