Conflicted

I want to get out of here. That note Chastin left me a few weeks ago is still disturbing me. I know he's here in town. I know it was him that distracted Slender Man that day I found Aiden in the ruins of our old house. The only question that remains is a simple one: what does he want from me?

I'm afraid he's going to ask me to kill him. God only knows what terrible things Slendy makes him do when he's in rabid proxy mode...If I were him, I would rather die than hurt anyone in His name.

I couldn't do that...I couldn't kill him. He's still my friend, after all.

Yet another important note, I'm worried about Ai. He seems so...down...lately. I'm not sure if it's because he's haunted by what happened in the labyrinth or if it's something else entirely. I hate seeing him like this...I wish there was something I could do to help him. Whenever I try to talk to him about what happened he changes the subject and goes back to being distant after a few moments of idle chatting.

I wonder how often he sees Slender Man. I wonder if that's whats bothering him. I wonder if he can't help but think of all the people he lost after meeting them again in the labyrinth.

I don't know where to go from here. I feel lost and afraid and I know Aiden feels the same way.

I have no mouth, and I must scream.